So I woke up from my nap and snuggled into Jeffs arms. After a few minutes I could tell something was on his mind and when I asked him he told me to go look on the computer. So of course I did and I found his practice tests for his test he has been diligently studying for since before Kaymie was born. BUT then I found this sweet letter and knew that this was what he was referring to...
Mary,
Since hearing about Sister Conway’s passing, all I can think of is how much I love you. For some reason, it has hit me really hard….my feelings of sadness for them, and also, how very much I truly love you.
How grateful I am that you’re my sweetheart. I just looked at you from the kitchen as you were holding Kaymie on the couch, with tender feelings of love welling up inside me.
I couldn’t imagine losing you, and pray that the Lord will let us grow old together, if it is His will. If for some reason it were not His will, how grateful I am for the knowledge we possess that we are sealed together forever.
I love you sweetie. I pray that I can continue to grow in how I show you that love.
ALL my love,
Jeff
Oh how I love this man! It's amazing how death brings you closer and brings to the surface the important things in life. We pray for comfort for the Conway family and feel blessed this day that we have eachother and are healthy. I hope Jeff doesn't mind me sharing this letter- I guess if he does I will be erasing this post, so if you are a lucky one to read it while it still exists, you get a piece of my wonderful hubby who is such a romantic with such a sweet tender heart! I love you babe.